torrey wrote:
RowToTri wrote:
I don't think this guy simply made a different personal risk decision than I did. I think he made an objectively irresponsible decision that put me in the hospital, is costing me thousands of dollars and took away my world championship experience. And then he told me it was my fault and left me in the middle of the road.
I wasn't there, but I can tell you what most likely happened. He saw you slowing down on the right and thought he could over take you on the left. You went left to take the proper line for a hairpin and he ran into you. Afterward, he freaked out knowing it was his fault and tried to explain to you that you moved off your line. His biggest error prior to the crash was incorrectly anticipating your path. That is something you can do in a crit, but not in a non-draft triathlon. The biggest error afterward was putting his race above the need to see to your well being. If he could go back and do it all over again, he would have been more careful.
Does knowing all this help?
I would say in general, just like rear ending someone in driving, the onus is not the person in the front (Ed) it is the person behind (the guy who hit him). We're supposed to be in control of our vehicle to deal with what is in front of us. People in front of us don't have eyes in the back of their heads.
In any case, seriously Ed and everyone. There is nothing to do about the past. Its done, its finished.
I am certain if you find the guy in a bar or cafe, before or after the race, he would say he would never intentionally slam another rider, because I am certain all of us would not because we are likely to hurt ourselves in the process.
NO ONE is thinking with a clear mind when racing is going on when this type of situation erupts out of seamingly nowhere. I don't think anyone is trying to be hurtful to another competitor, but I think we all need to admit to ourselves, that racing is already an insanely selfish thing we all do for ourselves and ourselves only. In this situation, it is very very hard to subserve our personal selfish racing needs. Ed is right to believe that they guy who slammed him from behind is at fault (and in my mind he is). But the guy who slammed him from behind at that very moment in the heat of race that he may have worked his entire life for may have not been thinking that way. He was not about to give up his race for what he thought that another rider did "wrong".
The only way to get beyond this is recognize both the selfish need we all have to maximize our race results while at the same time also seeing the innate "goodness" in the fellow competitor. These forces are diametrically opposite in a conflict situation and its like a split second prisoner's dilemma on how any of us react at that very moment in time.
I can't actually say I would subserve my race for another racer 100% of the time even though I have seen the inside of ambulances in racing and training a bit more than most people (then again I have more lifetime miles in racing and training than most people). I would like to say, most of the time if someone was really badly hurt, I would. If they don't seem badly hurt, I'll ride to the next aid station and get help, because honestly decked out in cycling kit, with cleats and an aero helmet on, short of giving CPR or compression which I can do, I am less useful standing around than going up th course to get real medical aid.
I actually don't think that seeking this guy out to publicly shame, or get charges laid moves anyone forward in any constructive way. If you can identify the guy, sit down in a bar, hug and forgive, and become fans of each other and support each other for the next round of racing you will be stronger for it. My "crash mate" from Ironman Switzerland have a 9 year long friendship....not a close one, but we've cheered each other on over many exploits in life. We don't even really know whose fault the crash was as we were both side by side when bad shit happened but we both wrecked each other's race.
Move on Ed....you'll kick ass. Maybe Taupo awaits. You have better things to spend your energy on now.