I wish that I had something meaningful to say, but sometimes life is just shitty. Death has to come to us all, we can only hope that we do not suffer unduly, or make our family suffer. I hope that your father is not suffering.
I think that your acknowledgement that you don't feel bad for him, and your guilt over that, indicates that you do love your father, and care about him. Take comfort in that, and be assured that grief will come. Often those who are closest to the departed take the longest to come to terms with their loss.
Gotta go. just thinking about this has me remembering my grandmother.
J.
I think that your acknowledgement that you don't feel bad for him, and your guilt over that, indicates that you do love your father, and care about him. Take comfort in that, and be assured that grief will come. Often those who are closest to the departed take the longest to come to terms with their loss.
Gotta go. just thinking about this has me remembering my grandmother.
J.