Well... still not so good. I can't seem to motivate to do much, still, so:
I bought a new bike!
The bike is named "Phoenix" since I do intend to rise from this someday when I stop feeling like a huge pile of crap that someone just piled more crap on. Hopefully that will be sooner rather than later as I am struggling with food and body image and just even feeling like a person who wants to do things. I'm sort of just operational right now.
PT continues to go well, but I have to cut back to once/week since that's all I can afford right now. I still think that is okay.
My BFF is coming this weekend. I've known him since I was 13, and it's been a long time since we have seen each other, so I am excited about that.
Goals for the week:
Don't give up
I bought a new bike!
The bike is named "Phoenix" since I do intend to rise from this someday when I stop feeling like a huge pile of crap that someone just piled more crap on. Hopefully that will be sooner rather than later as I am struggling with food and body image and just even feeling like a person who wants to do things. I'm sort of just operational right now.
PT continues to go well, but I have to cut back to once/week since that's all I can afford right now. I still think that is okay.
My BFF is coming this weekend. I've known him since I was 13, and it's been a long time since we have seen each other, so I am excited about that.
Goals for the week:
Don't give up