On an instagram post announcing the podcast, I was less than impressed by his attitude toward it. The quote I'm referring to is here:
https://www.instagram.com/p/CqF0dl8v3_-/ In particular, I think this attitude toward it all is utterly ridiculous: "I was pushed to this." Followed shortly after: "by the state of the sport, not a person."
He pretty much said flat out that if he didn't dope, he'd be incapable of making a living, starve, and die, so if he didn't dope, he might as well kill himself. While it's really sad to hear an elite athlete with that perspective (and that serious of a mental health concern, even if the comment was not to be taken so literally), I find the excuse horrible. So first off, he needs to see a therapist ASAP. There is ALWAYS another option in those circumstances: do something else for a living. It's a painful and potentially dream-killing decision, but in the event that you're not good enough to make it without doping, then you're simply not good enough and you need to be done as a professional athlete. This idea that you're owed a spot in the absolute top level of your sport, not to mention a result or a specific time, is absurd.