FindinFreestyle wrote:
Fat Pelican wrote:
Arch Stanton wrote:
david wrote:
Sorry for the multiple replies. I think we have an obligation to work on this - I will do so more in the future.
You feel you should use skin color to decide who to encourage and help?
Agree. Prefer to be colorblind.
Colorblind is not the answer. Except in casual racist bingo.
Sometimes colorblind is the answer. Here's my input for you.
Back in 2013, I participated in a race Max Fennell was in. Everyone probably knows Max became the first African American pro in 2014. I've never met him and, since I only started tri in 2011, I had no idea who any of the players were. I couldn't even name a Kona winner back then.
Anyway, I really, really sucked at swimming and this race was a self-seeded ocean swim that started from a beach entry. Of course, Max went off with the studs in the first group and I put myself way in the back, maybe about 300 people deep. Since it was a sprint, we could watch the entire swim course and I was still 200 people deep waiting to start when the leaders were coming out of the water. Those guys tore that swim up.
As I watched in awe of the swimmers running up the beach to transition, Max exited the water. I can't remember his exact position but he had to be top-5. As each swimmer ran past me, I imagined what the rest of their race would be like, who among these studs was going to win, and how amazing it must be to be that fast.
As Max ran past me, the announcer said, "And there's Max Fennell. He's attempting to become the first African American to earn his pro card! In that moment, because I was told to not be colorblind, I didn't see Max as a potential race winner or an amazing athlete.
I saw a black guy. Just a plain old black guy.
As I said, I don't know Max. I rooted for him that day and have followed his career. I also started watching the Million Dollar Mile because he was on it.
I don't do those things because he's African American. I do it because I think he's a beast of an athlete and I feel a connection to an amazing triathlete I brushed shoulders with...just like I root for Joe Malloy (met at another Tri), and Tim/Rinny (met at a Challenge race), and Ben Hoffman (met at Eagleman).
I am colorblind to race. You can make fun of me, call me privileged, and say I'm playing racist bingo. But, the sad part of this is that whenever I see Max, I now think, "There's a black guy".
The guy is 1000 times the athlete I am.
He's 1000 times the triathlete I am.
And he's still a black guy first to me now.
I hate that, but it's what society wants.