Last year I had a goal of breaking 10 hours, if not low 10s (10.10ish) was my goal. Unfortunately I flatted at 60km and then had a slow flat which I first noticed at 130km. I found out when I got home it was a leaky valve from the replacement tyre (tubular), so I'd ridden 120km with a slow flat. It went completely flat with 200m to go, which was pretty fortunate. No idea how much it took out of me, HR was higher than normal, bike time slower than I aimed for (5.23) and goals were out the window. I would have had to have run a 3.26 to break 10.
It kind of killed my motivation a little bit. Maybe motivation is the wrong word. I always push myself. Perhaps purpose is a better word? As soon as I started suffering, I was walking aid stations (unnecessarily) for a lot longer than I needed to. 3kms to go I dawdled through an aid station like I was going for a Sunday morning stroll with my Grandma, until someone yelled at me to run. I think the issue was I no longer had a goal. If I ran harder I would have got low 10.20s instead of 10.27 and not placed any higher which kind of took away my motivation to run harder.
So I'm now concerned I won't push myself even with my goals in sight and I'll end up walking aid stations. I don't think that will happen, but it's still a concern. Anyone else experienced this? Part of me thinks it's a normal human reaction when there are no goals like whats the point, part of me thinks I should have pushed as hard as I could till the bitter end...
It kind of killed my motivation a little bit. Maybe motivation is the wrong word. I always push myself. Perhaps purpose is a better word? As soon as I started suffering, I was walking aid stations (unnecessarily) for a lot longer than I needed to. 3kms to go I dawdled through an aid station like I was going for a Sunday morning stroll with my Grandma, until someone yelled at me to run. I think the issue was I no longer had a goal. If I ran harder I would have got low 10.20s instead of 10.27 and not placed any higher which kind of took away my motivation to run harder.
So I'm now concerned I won't push myself even with my goals in sight and I'll end up walking aid stations. I don't think that will happen, but it's still a concern. Anyone else experienced this? Part of me thinks it's a normal human reaction when there are no goals like whats the point, part of me thinks I should have pushed as hard as I could till the bitter end...