devashish_paul wrote:
I think guys who don't dope have a chance today. In 1995 or 1998, maybe less to none. Some of them like Tyler could probably barely keep their jobs un doped. See my comment about Mike Barry those are the types of riders I feel worst for.I don't feel bad for the guys who chose to dope, made it as pros, but didn't quite get the glory. They made a decent living out of the sport, and they made that living by cheating. I feel bad for the guys who chose not to dope and never even made it that far.
If you're a pro cyclist or you're trying to become a pro cyclist and it becomes apparent that all the top guys are doping, you basically have 4 choices:
1) You break omerta and tell everybody about it. The list that have done this is tragically short - Kimmage, Lemond, Bassons, etc
2) You refuse to dope and just do the best you can, whether that means being a domestique who maybe wins a few minor races and gets in some breakaways, or if it means you end up working in a bike shop and racing weekends.
3) You go with the programme and keep quiet
4) You embrace doping. You make others on your team dope. You ostracise those in the peloton who won't. You don't just do what everybody else is doing, you try and find new, better, more aggressive ways of doping to get an edge
The first group are heroes. The first and second groups are victims and get all my sympathy. The third group don't get any sympathy from me, at best I pity them because they're weak. In my book, they're no different from people who grow up in a bad neighbourhood and turn to crime because it's easier than trying to make an honest living, or who go into banking and end up doing insider trading. Yes, there are extenuating circumstances, but while you can't choose the hand that life deals you, you can choose how to play it. These guys didn't make the sport the way it is, but they did nothing to change it. If we all lived our lives by the motto "but everybody else is doing it", the world would be a much worse place.
The fourth group are the ones who deserve our scorn. It's people like them who allowed the culture of doping and omerta to get established in the first place, and they've left the sport in a worse state than they found it. They get no sympathy and they shouldn't be allowed anywhere near our sport.
Armstrong falls into the 4th group, but he's trying to reposition himself into the 3rd group and get some sympathy or at least pity. Can't blame him for trying, but for me it doesn't wash. Sure he has some redeeming features - he's done some good stuff for charity, he's charismatic, I'm sure he loves his children, etc - and he's not evil, but he is narcissistic and lacking in integrity. I don't hate him, but I do wish he would just have the good grace to go away and enjoy his ill-gotten gains rather than trying to claim some kind of moral high ground.