Financially, life is good. From a material basis things are great. Physically and mentally, not so much. The wheels started falling off at 50 after a dozen IM's plus the other stuff. My first neck fusion (mid/late 40's) went off great and I did an IM less than six months later in my usual not terrible time. Then a second, this time three level anterior fusion hit me several years later. I thought I'd be back just fine, but no. It turned out there was no fusion at six months and the hardware was loosening so we went back after six months and did it all again, this time from the back with two rods and eight more screws. That was three years ago.
Fast forward to today and things haven't gone as planned. I've tried "everything" including expensive "regenerative" medicine including a ton of stem cell/PRP/etc injections in my neck and back.
Tomorrow I leave for Jamaica for a "wellness (i.e. psilocybin) retreat." I've never tried it, but I have high hopes. If it doesn't help with the chronic pain I'm hoping it will at least help with all of the negativity and self-loathing for not getting better. I don't have any really specific goals other than to have it help somehow.
If anyone is interested I'd be happy to report back on how the retreat went.
Fast forward to today and things haven't gone as planned. I've tried "everything" including expensive "regenerative" medicine including a ton of stem cell/PRP/etc injections in my neck and back.
Tomorrow I leave for Jamaica for a "wellness (i.e. psilocybin) retreat." I've never tried it, but I have high hopes. If it doesn't help with the chronic pain I'm hoping it will at least help with all of the negativity and self-loathing for not getting better. I don't have any really specific goals other than to have it help somehow.
If anyone is interested I'd be happy to report back on how the retreat went.