Um, first off, WOW. I never thought anything I wrote on that site would get read let alone picked over by people like it was a legal document. I am kind of shocked.
Let me add some context. First off, until today my site got very little traffic. Most of it was from non-tri folks and I wrote for them mostly. My goal was to give an interesting and somewhat brutal account of ironman, both training and racing. I thought the pain and suffering of ironman could relate to a larger group of readers, so much of my posts are geared to that, to the human drama that people who don't swim bike or run can relate to. Also most of my readers are friends and family of mine. I think this lead to a lot of assumptions that were not correct.
First off, I never meant to hurt anyone on the swim. I felt really bad about the way the swim played out at the end. I felt bad that I ran over at least one person, and bumped several others. I tried really hard to avoid people when I could see them. But when you are swimming full on, and not sighting b/c you are on someones feet and you come up on a BOP swimming breast stroking or simply resting, sometimes you can't help but hit them. Also I wear glasses, and so my sight isn't great to start with. As I posted on GW, I also mentioned that this problem was avoidable and we told the RD at the meeting how to avoid it and they didn't do anything. I would never hurt a person intentionally. Again, the tone of the post was meant to explain to non-tri folks how physical the swim is in ironman, NOT to be proud of the fact that I might have clocked a slower swimmer.
Let me also make clear that for the first 90 miles or so I was NEVER drafting within the 3 bike lengths. I was either solo, infront or off the back 3 bike length the whole ride until I ended up with the large group. I tried often to stay back 3 bike lengths of the larger group. For almost all of the time I was legal. BUT when I drifted back of the rider in front of me, often someone came around me. In the end, I was DYING, even more than normal b/c I was really putting in a big effort on the bike, and yeah, my head dropped and I drifted into the 3 bike length zone, and I got nailed. I was happy I got nailed, b/c I think its important to give out penalties when people are drafting I was also happy b/c I didn't want the other guys to get away with it. It is a little to easy to sit here a few days later and pick apart things that happened after 5 hours of hard racing and for other to say what my "intent" was. To be honest, when you are that deep intent isn't something you can form. I was simply riding. My intent was to push over the pedels, I couldn't form complete sentences, let alone full thoughts. At that point, things like intent, or doing math, or other high end brain activity is pretty much out the window. Its more about surival. I had my head down and buried I was simply churning into the last part of the course. (side note: only on the internet can you get 1000s of words hair spliting between a "foul" and "cheating").
As for the personal attacks, you don't know me, and its way too easy to type something hurtful. But do you think it really doesn't hurt my feelings? Its sad that people feel they can blast people like that. If you do that, you should really think about what effect it might have on the person you are blasting and what it says about you, that you do it.
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