I'm ashamed, and i'll tell you why im ashamed, because i let some hockey scumbag get to me at the local derby.
My friends local team played against another local team and the end result ended in their fans throwing oranges at us (the fans).
They didn't cease to throw oranges at us, until i got up and requested with a plea, "please throw another orange at me" which they willfully did.
My friend who i went to watch the game with had the immediate action to throw a punch upon release of the orange, perhaps i was looking for a fight, and was definitely in the wrong for wanting this gentleman to throw another orange at me, or perhaps i was just working in self defence, regardless i acted in an immature manner.
I released lots of anger and provoked somebody else aswell as engaged in a physical quarrel which the end result was negative.
does this make me a better person? absolutely not, but i did learn a lot from this experience, i learned that #1, im easily provoked, #2, provoking other people can result in not only a verbal dispute but a physical dispute, and #3, you gain nothing from idiots that talk smack and start to provoke.
tonight I fought somebody, somebody who i'd never met before in my life, someone who thought it would be funny to throw and say things at me, and I showed how much of a lesser person I was, and not only does this reflect upon myself, it reflects upon my entire community and social surroundings.
What an unfortunate turn of events.
I've never shown this kind of aggression in the pass, but why now? why would I let some hockey half-witt get to me like this?
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"The aspect of sport that you learn is that you have your good times and your bad times, but you share it with great people." - George Gregan
My friends local team played against another local team and the end result ended in their fans throwing oranges at us (the fans).
They didn't cease to throw oranges at us, until i got up and requested with a plea, "please throw another orange at me" which they willfully did.
My friend who i went to watch the game with had the immediate action to throw a punch upon release of the orange, perhaps i was looking for a fight, and was definitely in the wrong for wanting this gentleman to throw another orange at me, or perhaps i was just working in self defence, regardless i acted in an immature manner.
I released lots of anger and provoked somebody else aswell as engaged in a physical quarrel which the end result was negative.
does this make me a better person? absolutely not, but i did learn a lot from this experience, i learned that #1, im easily provoked, #2, provoking other people can result in not only a verbal dispute but a physical dispute, and #3, you gain nothing from idiots that talk smack and start to provoke.
tonight I fought somebody, somebody who i'd never met before in my life, someone who thought it would be funny to throw and say things at me, and I showed how much of a lesser person I was, and not only does this reflect upon myself, it reflects upon my entire community and social surroundings.
What an unfortunate turn of events.
I've never shown this kind of aggression in the pass, but why now? why would I let some hockey half-witt get to me like this?
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"The aspect of sport that you learn is that you have your good times and your bad times, but you share it with great people." - George Gregan