It's your situation and only you and your wife know the full details. I don't think anyone here is questioning your ethics either.
You just have to decide what you want and call it what it is. Name it. If you want the marriage to work, call it that and work toward it. If you want to ease the way into divorce on more friendly terms, that's what it is also. Only the two of you know what's best for you.
It's just that for it to go well either way it's necessary to be completely transparent about what it is. If you want to reconcile the relationship, which sounds better?:
One gives the appearance that you're pursuing her and want to fight for the relationship. The other gives the appearance that she's filling a spot of convenience for you; it sounds needy, almost clingy, a bookmark to hold a place until something better is available.
This applies to every scenario you've noted, both here on the public forum and in our IMs. One of these starts to put you on a solid foundation to rebuild from; the other isn't building on anything and is just making the already shaky ground even more shaky. One builds trust, the other builds confusion and distrust. Believe me, neglect builds as much distrust as deceit, because it's hard to trust someone when you're not sure that they'll be there for you. That was my biggest downfall.
It may be weird with this being strangers in internetland, but I'm rooting for you. Not only have I been there and know how painful and hard it is to go through this, but I know what it's like to come out on the other side with a relationship healing and working out. It also pains me every time I hear about a marriage ending, especially when kids are involved. Like I said, it doesn't have to be this way. "Your move, chief." (Had to throw a Good Will Hunting quote in somewhere for good measure.)
You just have to decide what you want and call it what it is. Name it. If you want the marriage to work, call it that and work toward it. If you want to ease the way into divorce on more friendly terms, that's what it is also. Only the two of you know what's best for you.
It's just that for it to go well either way it's necessary to be completely transparent about what it is. If you want to reconcile the relationship, which sounds better?:
- You're my wife. I love you and know times are rough right now, but I'd like to take you out and spend time with you. Want to go dancing? OR
- I was going to go dancing and it's awkward to take this dancing class and be partnered with a stranger. Want to come with me?
One gives the appearance that you're pursuing her and want to fight for the relationship. The other gives the appearance that she's filling a spot of convenience for you; it sounds needy, almost clingy, a bookmark to hold a place until something better is available.
This applies to every scenario you've noted, both here on the public forum and in our IMs. One of these starts to put you on a solid foundation to rebuild from; the other isn't building on anything and is just making the already shaky ground even more shaky. One builds trust, the other builds confusion and distrust. Believe me, neglect builds as much distrust as deceit, because it's hard to trust someone when you're not sure that they'll be there for you. That was my biggest downfall.
It may be weird with this being strangers in internetland, but I'm rooting for you. Not only have I been there and know how painful and hard it is to go through this, but I know what it's like to come out on the other side with a relationship healing and working out. It also pains me every time I hear about a marriage ending, especially when kids are involved. Like I said, it doesn't have to be this way. "Your move, chief." (Had to throw a Good Will Hunting quote in somewhere for good measure.)