…And not go crazy over it?
This is a loaded question, so I will preface it with a story…
I began triathlon racing three seasons ago, beginning with some sprints and olympic-distance events. We have a substantial and capable tri group where I live, and many of these individuals all participated in racing from 5Ks and sprints all the way to the M-Dot full distance races and ultra races. In watching these individuals, I too decided to build to that level and race my own long-distance race. This last fall, I competed IMMOO, performed to my expectation, and had a great, great time.
This summer’s season will see a reduction in races and distances, more family events, and my wife will be participating in her own long-distance cycling events. No problem there; it is time to share.
My hope is to maintain my “base” level of fitness, get faster over the summer in the progression that I have over the last three years (as measured by competing in similar events from past years so as to compare times), and stay on a multi-year plan for a return to longer competitions in future seasons-- i.e. half and full 140.6 distance events.
I had a very effective coach for the last three years. He set me up on a plan that I can repeat for the winter-spring-early summer races this season as these are parallel as last season. The coach even reviewed the plan and my goals for the upcoming season and said that only with some small modifications that the plan is solid and his services won’t be needed. The coach fired himself, in effect (but he will still be around for questions).
This late fall and early new year I’ve had this nagging feeling that I will be losing my fitness, going backwards on keeping fit and maintaining my base. Yes, I know and understand that I cannot maintain the exact level of fitness throughout the year; everyone’s fitness tapers up and down around seasons and events. This is more akin as I’ll have to start over in 2010 on my IM build rather than picking up somewhere along the way. Irrational, but still nagging. Coach says that the frustration and fear I’m feeling over my new “self-coaching” will lead to much greater satisfaction when I do improve.
So now, what? I find I’m doing MORE now in training than at this time before. Almost as much as during the summer months. I’ve doubled my swim yardage. I’m running in Dev’s 100/100 run challenge. I’m spinning on the trainer more, at coached spin workouts at the gym. The nagging feeling, I think, has pushed me to do more in hopes of improvement over loss, fear instead forward-thinking anticipation. I feel that I know enough now to be just dangerous, but no where near enough to be wise.
What do you do when faced with these feelings?