I’ve been around slowtwich for quite sometime and don’t post often, but, this one hits close to home, so against my better judgement I’ll try to help (which always ends well on ST lol
I went through a pretty horrific Covid experience I don’t care to talk about (neurological mainly but a handful of other issues), but I’ve experienced some of what you are saying.
I’m a coach and athlete, so I’ll speak from those positions. I’ve lived it, but almost all my athletes have had it at some point, so I’ve lived that with them.
Not a doctor, take my advice for the price you pay for it. Just some dude that wants to help.
I’m not gonna debate on what it is because everyone is different. Nervous system, vagus nerve, brain fog, multi organ effect, acute respiratory, undiscovered issue it brought to surface, blah blah blah. It’s endless the possibilities. We have a better data point on Covid now, but even I still have very little answers after every test you can probably think of and that’s a pretty common theme. It’s frustrating for doctors not having answers and frustrating for athletes.
Anywho, my advice, is you shouldn’t be going hard, especially with that blood pressure swing. Wanna stay active? No problem, keep it chill, z1/2/3, but if you think you’re somehow doing any good by subjecting your systems to intense workouts while they struggle to normalize, I’d take a step back and look at a better route to healing. Your Blood pressure is obviously out of whack, that’s a recorded data point we can look at, but, there’s likely a whole other set of undiscovered issues contributing to it. Will they resolve on their own? Maybe, some of mine did. Will a doctor need to diagnose and figure it out? Maybe, some of mine needed it. Either way, subjecting your body right now while it struggles is essentially asking it to breathe while you hold it under water. Might make ya feel better mentally, but physically it’s probably not moving the needle in the right direction. This also has to be contributing negatively to your mental health wondering if you’ll die. I know it did for me. Your nervous system at minimum could do without interpreting death.
I’m not saying don’t train/be active. I think most athletes “need†it and I think the stimulus is productive when used in the right format to keep things moving internally, but, I’d make a better plan that’s significantly more conservative. Make a safe base phase, set yourself up to get the body under control, get your blood tests in order, consult a cardiologist if needed and when it comes back around for the season ahead you’ll have all that base waiting for you to build a sweet house on with the confidence things are going terribly wrong underneath.
I’ll finish with this now that I’ve been a Debby downer on ya. It will get better. You will be back. It will take time. What does that look like? No one knows. Keep knocking, you’ll find an answer eventually.