Entering my late 40s now and I’ve been dealing with panic attacks sometimes when I do a max effort. I did one yesterday and shut down the effort after about 10 seconds, and while my heart rate was coming down I went into a full blown panic attack. All I thought about was falling over dead in the middle of the road. When I don’t think about it it doesn’t happen. I have actually been avoiding doing max effort work because of this. It is a horrible feeling and unless you’ve never had one you wouldn’t understand just how bad it is.
About 5 years ago I went to the hospital from it and had a full stress test done and the doctor and nurse said I was basically a freak LOL, but I still can’t get it out of my head.
Wondering if anyone else deals with this and how did you get over it?
is there the potential that it is also psychological? Like for instance, you are confusing the feelings of a panic attack with those of a hard effort and its triggering you to become anxious?
is there the potential that it is also psychological? Like for instance, you are confusing the feelings of a panic attack with those of a hard effort and its triggering you to become anxious?
Discussing this through text with a friend that saw this thread.
Basically I’m a mess mentally. Don’t really want to get into it on a public forum but cycling is my escape.
This is hard to understand for people who have never had it. My brother used to have a panic attack, so I know how it’s like. I think you need to see a doctor and get a prescription if needed. Therapy sessions might help as well.
This is hard to understand for people who have never had it. My brother used to have a panic attack, so I know how it’s like. I think you need to see a doctor and get a prescription if needed. Therapy sessions might help as well.
It really is, the feeling of dread is hard to describe.
And having people say I’m an idiot etc, when I bring it up doesn’t help
My perspective: we are all going to die. If I die from a max effort on the bike, that’s a pretty epic way to go out and I would have died doing what I love. I just hope someone uploads my garmin file to strava so people can see how many watts I was throwing down before I keeled over. Sure as hell beats dying a slow death eating cheetos and watching tv on the couch
FWIW: you are as you are. If pushing super hard causes this, just don’t push that hard. Use power and heart rate to control your training and avoid those Z5 efforts. You can still train and do well. Don’t over-react to your initial reaction, as that makes it worse. You control your exercise not the other way around. Sport is your retreat, your safe spot in a crazy world. Do it in a way you enjoy.
This is hard to understand for people who have never had it. My brother used to have a panic attack, so I know how it’s like. I think you need to see a doctor and get a prescription if needed. Therapy sessions might help as well.
It really is, the feeling of dread is hard to describe.
And having people say I’m an idiot etc, when I bring it up doesn’t help
Ok first off you are NOT an idiot. Least wise for your thoughts and feelings posted here
If they are not trying to help and even going so far as to say you’re an idiot. Those are friends who are not friends. Friends care, nurture and support. Not tear down, ridicule and hurt
Panic attacks are very common. Not fun and can feel crushing. You are not alone. Please seek medical help/advice
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Hope to hear from you soon. In the mean time I offer a prayer for you
definitely seek some professional help. panic attacks can happen at any age. take a break from cycling if you want or maybe just do what you’re currently doing and avoid max efforts until you can sort this out.
My daughter suffers from anxiety and depression, and has periodic panic attack so I really empathize with what you’re going through. As others have said, please seek out some help. There’s definitely help available for this. Don’t let you’re friends’ comments make you believe that you’re dumb for feeling what you’re feeling.
I don’t suffer from panic attacks but I do think that as we all get older we worry about stuff that we didn’t used to worry about. Sometimes when I’m on the treadmill in the pain cave and doing a hard z5 interval I have a momentary vision of tripping, smashing my face on the console and injuring myself badly (and then laying there for hours until someone comes home). I never used to have these sorts of thoughts when I was in my 20’s or 30’s. Luckily I’m able to push those thoughts out and replace them with positive thoughts but they definitely pop up from time to time.
Fwiw, about 10-12 years ago I had about 7 - 8 panic attacks over about 3 months.
After the first one, I would just ride the adrenaline rush knowing (hoping) it would pass – had to really detach my mind from my body to remain calm – I would tell myself and others, as my body shook, that I was having a panic attack without the panic.
I don’t know why they started, or why they stopped – nothing really changed in my life – doctors suspected pheochromocytoma for a while.
In retrospect, a few years later I got very chronically sick including some hormone dysfunction. They also found a flattened pituitary, made so by cerebral spinal fluid pushing into the space.
I hope you find something that helps – panic attacks suck.
…never had a real panic attack, but sometimes have mixed feelings about max efforts sometimes as well. Not sure how rational you are in real life but dying during max efforts is rare, so you should not be worried too much based on the pure likelihood. If you really would like to do high intensity stuff maybe work you way up and do progressive intervals, or HIIT type 30 sec bursts. But if there is a real underlying mental issue, then treating that will be more important than sports.
I started getting panic attacks 5 years ago at around age 40 (after 15 years racing), to the point that I wasn’t enjoying the first part of swim races when my effort was highest.
It took me a lot of research but I found one of the causes can be increased carbon dioxide which apparently triggers a panic attack in the amygdala (brain) for small percentage of people.
I realised I was breathing very shallow and fast when pushing hard and by ensuring that my breathing was deep enough to expel carbon dioxide effectively I seem to have fixed the problem. I still feel the panic approaching occasionally, but I now have the tools to proactively and reactively manage it.