Like many triathletes I suffer from a little attention deficit disorder: I’d get really bored if I only ran, biked, swam, or did any one activity. Tri is a way to keep me interested in all three, when doing only one would get dull quickly. I’m certain that I run more training for Tri’s than I would if I just ran for fitness & pleasure.
Triathlon is also a fantastic way to learn about yourself. It presents so many ways to challenge yourself, to stay organized, to stay disciplined. I’ve learned about mental strength that I didn’t know I had, and also weaknesses that I now recognize. Training is my way of meditating, of getting in touch with my body and spirit. I’m certain that just focusing on one activity (i.e. just running) wouldn’t have that effect for me. It’s the constant change of triathlon training that allows me to learn something new every day.
Regarding the compete vs participate part of the discussion, I know I do a little of both. I compete heavily with myself – set aggressive goals, build a hard training program to see if I can reach those goals, then race to see if I can really put it all together. At every moment in the process except during the race, it’s all about participating, having fun, getting fit. During the race, especially on the run, I’m constantly trying to pick people who look slower than me and catch them. I pick people who look faster than me and try to keep pace with them. I enjoy passing people, and I don’t particularly enjoy being passed. At the end of the race, I look up and as often as not, I’ve beaten my personal goal. But I wouldn’t have beaten my goal if I wasn’t trying to beat all those people.
Last thought: I started Tri because I needed a really long term goal. Something that I could work on for years, and quite possibly fail to achieve. Tacky and cliche as it sounds, that goal is to cross the finish in Hawaii. I am a lot closer today than I was when I started. But even with one half-ironman under my belt and another coming up in three weeks, I have more journey ahead of me than behind me. I’m confident that if I continue to do what I’m doing, I’ll finish an Ironman. That’s my halfway point. For me, getting to Hawaii will take more than getting my body fit enough. It’ll mean believing in my mind that I can succeed, that I can be one of the fastest people in the world. When I start an IM qualifying race with 300-400 other guys, I have to believe I’m going to be one of the top 10-15, or I’ll never be one of the top 10-15. For me, that mental shift, from MOPer to FOPer, from training to participate to training to win, will be the hardest part of the journey.
Lee