I am literally lying in a ward bed post surgery with a fentanyl PCA and musing about life in general!)
Wow, hope everything went ok. The internet is a great recovery device for sure.
2020 was a blur, honestly, and most of the stories I’d otherwise have to tell I drank away. I was going through divorce at the time, my life was upside down and when the world went crazy it somehow made my crazy feel normal, if that makes any sense. My wife today is actually a former PA program classmate who was going through the same thing at the same time, and also working as a Hospitalist in a COVID hospital (they were all pretty much COVID hospitals in the summer of 2020 I suppose) so in a world gone mad, we found sanity and comfort. That’s the story I took from the pandemic…Love in the Time of COVID-19.
Regarding propofol, I have to confess, I have a not-so-friendly relationship with anesthesia in my hospital and propofol is the main reason why. I’ve been managing airways since 1999 when I worked 911 as a medic, so twenty plus years later I’m as good as anyone in managing easy and difficult airways, up to the point of emergency tracheostomy. I don’t touch propofol for induction because most of our patients are in failure by the time of intubation, I know their medical history, their potassium levels, I check their anatomy on x-ray before when I have time so I know the depth of the carina, and I take care not to bottom out their BP on induction. At least half of the time when anesthesia is called to intubate without my knowledge, they bolus propofol, bottom out their BP, patient ends up on pressors, and I end up doing preventable central lines for administration of levophed. My go-to is etomidate and roc in 9 out of 10 cases; they use propofol in 9 of 10 cases and 50% end up on pressors. It drives me absolutely insane. And then there’s the CRNA issue which I’ll leave at that.
Anyway, rant over. I hope your recovery is uneventful and your PCA/internet companions make it less tedious.