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I’m learning, as I get older, to be more philosophical about things.
Apologies if this comes across as sort of a gauche, newbieish-type of post for this forum, but I can be a somewhat gauche, newbieish kind of guy with a bit of an analytical streak, and I’m trying to put together just what happened (or didn’t) for me the other day. Keep in mind, I’m looking for things that can be worked on, not for excuses to fall back on. Figuring (hoping) the collective wisdom of ST could help me out a bit.
I did my second Olympic distance tri on Sunday. My first, down in Tuscaloosa at the start of the season, was no tour de force - 2:34 something - but I could live with it. My first attempt, after all. I have no background in competitive swimming or running (a lifelong soccer/hockey player), so I’m playing a lot of catch up - and I recognize I’ll never really catch up with folks who’ve competed in those sports and can knock out 6:30 miles or lightning fast swim times for fun. (I make up a little bit on the bike).
That’s ok. I’m giving up ~ten years to much of the collegiate division to begin with (as if that really meant anything), and while I’m a diligent (4-5 days a week) trainer, I’m not obsessive. Training consistently, if not maniacally, with our tightknit little club here, I figured I could nip away at that time in races throughout the year. A couple minutes here, a couple minutes there. Slow and steady improvement is my kind of thing.
Which brings me to the Scarlet and Gray on Sunday. Not going to get into a full race report, but the essential details are:
My swim sucked. I felt it right away in the water, and sure enough, I was around 4 minutes slower (!) this time than I was in Alabama. It was a slog, plain and simple.
I never felt really strong on the bike, where I typically feel strong and reel some swimmers in. As it turns out, I came in a couple minutes faster, but never felt like I got up to speed.
I actually felt a bit better/faster on the run this time, particularly the second 3 mile loop. Of course, that means my run time was slower than the 'Bama run, which I had really suffered through. That was a little strange.
To put it all a different way, I knocked over 11 minutes off my time the second time I did a nearby sprint two weeks ago. But after the better part of 2 months good training (though admittedly, it hasn’t been very meticulously scripted/planned week-by-week, and my “taper,” with a big boozy wedding and cross-country drives thrown in, was haphazard), I snipped about 20 seconds off my Oly time - still right around 2:34:xx. I could probably chalk that improvement up to not screwing up in transition, as I did in 'Bama. Not nearly so impressive. I expected better.
No one wants to run in place, much less slide backwards. I didn’t do that, but I felt right from the start I was having a blah day, and had one. I’m sure it happens to everyone. What do you do when this happens for the first time? I mean, besides go right back out and train more. That’s obvious - I’m looking for something a little more technical, maybe a little more causal. Stuff I can act upon.
As in; the swim. How the hell did I lose 4 minutes? Now, I hadn’t been in water for two weeks (travelled home for a wedding, not much training besides a couple runs); did I lose whatever I had that quick? (and that ain’t much. Again, I can swim, but I’m not a lifelong competitive swimmer). Is that a legit factor?
Two weeks ago I actually beat my (much faster swimming) teammates in the sprint swim; this time, they beat me by miles. It wasn’t even close. I did have some sighting problems (foggy goggles), but really, 4 minutes? Seeing “30:XX” after my name in the swim sank my heart. Does a bad swim just happen sometimes?
For that matter, did the fact this was a lake swim, vs. a river swim the first time, make a difference? I would have thought any effect from the current would cancel itself out, going with then against it.
The run; why am I stuck at running 8 min+ miles? I’ve gotten down to 7:20-30 in training, if not for 6 miles at a stretch. But it sure as hell didn’t show up on Sunday. If I’m not a marathoner-shaped whippet, I’m not really bulky or anything like that.
I guess I am trying to put this all together with my goals, my expectations, and the mental aspect of it. I know from lurking around here that there are quite a few elites and/or hardcore elite aspirants. I’m not complacent - I’d like to be good, and have definitely made some strides - but I’m not expecting to be banging out 1:55s anytime soon - or ever. That’s my philosophical side; I know I’ve got limits, for the time and attention I can give. I figure (and maybe some of the more eternally-determined people out there will chide me for this) there’s a wall I’m going to run up against at some point, where I’m simply not going to get any faster. I just don’t think 2:34 is anywhere near that wall.
Was I being unrealistic to expect improvements to come so steadily?