10 years of racing at a fairly competetive/serious level; KQed and finished Kona, round 9h Ironman, won AGs races, but its been since 2015 that I finished my last Ironman. Family, work, 45 years of age, gained 10 kg, too much good food and red wine.
Base shape is still fairly good, I can still hold past race-paces over 4h on the bike or over a 20k run, so not completely gone couch-potato.
I still wanna train and race, have always been super self-motivated, but where before, I would almost suffer, if I missed even one day of training, I can now go a week, or even two weeks of just “couldnt really care less”
I know I will never get close to 9h again, not enough time, and the dedication is just not there. But I would still love to just race and enjoy, feel in good shape.
In the past, my motivation dropped if I did not have a goal, like 1-3 Ironman races during a season. I signed up, alas, for both half and full distance races, but never got any reasonable consistency in training, something aways gets/got in the way.
If anybody can share experiences on the same, I am super willing to listen. What did you do to get back? How did you find motivation?
Cheers T
I think motivation is a false God.
You can watch some stuff on YouTube, read something on here or whatever and find motivation to do the next workout, but eventually that goes away. You said that you lose motivation easily even when you have a goal race(s) in mind, why do you think that is?
For me, my drive to race isn’t to win or anything like that. It’s because I’m scared to be average in a world of average people. I’m scared to be just like everyone else in the world I see outside of triathlon; extremely unhealthy and angry at the world because of it. Every morning when I get up to train I remind myself of what the alternative is if I wasn’t doing this.
Long story short I’m driven by fear