Dan…oh young one. In the words of Michael Gaertner, if not now, then when?
I am (cough) 36 as of last week. At age 22 I KNEW I wanted a Doctorate. I knew I wanted to be a Chiropractor. I then met the man of my dreams and put my career on hold. At age 29 still being just a girlfriend I decided screw it man, I am going after my dreams, for I truly only have myself to rely on. The Dr I was currently working for everyday would say to me, I just needed to go through the schooling. I didn’t want to be 35 and still just a girlfriend w/out my degree.
My Dr’s exact words…work hard for 4-6 yrs (after the initial BA which I already had) in school and the rest of your life will be easier, OR you could continue to take the next 4-6 years easy and enjoy life and work hard the rest of your life. The decision was easy for me. I will ALWAYS work hard, but with the key (because that is all a degree is) I have less limitations on my glass ceiling.
I KNOW being in the health care industry (at whatever level you chose) is where I belonged. I like being able to help others with their lives. I like having the impact of fixing things, and helping them fix their own bodies. It is that love of wanting to know as much as possible about the body that has made the last 6 years bearable and at time extremely enjoyable. My patients are the ones that have noticed the difference, not me.
ANY Advanced program is going to test you. It will test how bad you really want something, and then it will slam you. It will truly get you prepared for real life. If schooling doesn’t scare you from the field, you will never be at a loss out in the field. The program is supposed to get you ready for life.
That being said…prior to moving up here I didn’t even know how far a marathon was, only that I had that as goal to help keep my mind off of the 40+hrs/week in class. Next thing you know I am doing an Iron. Then I am doing ultras, and then finally going part-time so I can spend 2 weeks racing (part-time mind you is still 20-30 hrs a week!). I felt like I slipped off the deep end and nothing was there to stop me. It is how I managed stress. I ended up having to take off a quarter or two to get the swelling off my brain and my body back to normal. I had to rest–from everything. Taking a break was the best thing I could have done, for it gave me clarity of why I am really here and where I am going to head. Life is meant to be lived.
WHat ultra life has taught me is that it mirrored real life. How easy it is to just give up, and how important it is to know what you really want, and to keep digging at that goal. If you truly want to chase the Dr. program (whatever your Doctorate will be in), know WHY you are becoming ________ because those simple words is what will get you through the rough times, because their will be rough times. Keep the focus, and know when something has to give. You will be shocked at what you can accomplish if you really want it.
The ONLY regret I have, I didn’t start sooner. THere is a limit to student loans, and I am maxed out. The stress of being financially broke for the next 5 yrs is a reality…I just deal. I came here from making 80k a year to NOTHING. I am slowing rebuilding my business and getting ready for a shift again. Its not easy, but the struggle will be worth it. I do feel guilty when I take off time for races and have my patients see another therapist/intern (both work and school). BUT all my patients know what it is I do and they are behind me and in a weird way I am inspiration for them to get out and move. It is wild to watch some of my patients transform. So on the positive side, your healthy lifestyle will be appreciated by your patient.
Good luck in your decision. You are free enough to just dive right in, follow your heart, you won’t be disappointed, but WORK hard and get info from the Professors and your fellow students at all opportunities!