This has not been a good week.
Despite running easy, and postponing (and then skipping) Bike workouts I just have not been able to shed the fatigue from last weekend (and, also presumably accumulated fatigue from this challenge). Also, the last time I had a truly decent swim was 14 January...probably not concidentally, 3 days after I started doing lots of double-run days, its been a downward slide ever since.
Last night I skipped my planned run (first time in 3 weeks...and the first time I've done it ON PURPOSE). I'm contemplating taking another zero again today.
All this has caused me to seriously review my training logs for the last 8 weeks or so, and realize how I've let this challenge (and my competitive nature) get the best of me, and overshadow my intended goals for the off-season---which was to become a "fish". Instead I've lost about 15% of my swim fitness since mid-January.
As I alluded to in my previous post above (but, didn't really follow through on until last night), mentally I have to checkout of this challenge and let whatever happens in the remaining days happen. I kept trying to make challenge runs this week, and its just let to a downward slide in my mental and physical state---the legs feel like crap, and yesterday morning's swim workout was the last straw at 7s / 100 slower than 6 weeks ago.
I lost so much faith in my coach (Me) that I fired him---and, hired a real one.
Its not all doom and gloom though:
- I've actually already met my original goal (86 for silver) when I entered this challenge.
- At 87 runs with 24 days remaining, I'll still make the full 100, even if I only run every other day. But, I doubt I can go quite that "cold turkey". So, I'm sure I'll still squeeze in a few "challenge runs".
- I've learned I can knock out a 45 mile running week, and I can string together a 170 mile month, and over 300 miles in 2, and I can run 30+ days in a row...without injury, or even a hint of pain---fatigue yes, but no pains.
- I was able to do all that while continuing to swim and bike.
- Even though the swim has suffered in the second half, I'm still ahead of my 2019 goal of 365,000 yards. I'm hoping that once I shed some of this fatigue some of the swim-pace will come back faster than it left.
- At this time last year, i was finishing my 3rd (of 5 total) month of being sidelined from an abdominal injury. So, I'm WAAAY ahead of that.
Keep on running challengers!