I need a virtual kick in the ass.
I can't stop eating, I've hardly done any training since CdA and I'm in a really foul mood.
Why did I have to pick the chocolate chip muffin at Tully's this morning? I wasn't even hungry.
What is it that the only other food I've take in today are 2 protein bars.
Why and I currently drinking a Diet Coke.
Why am I being so damn pissed off at people for the last two days?
I need to chill and get my shit together. I mean seriously, this is rediculous. I've put on a couple pounds and my pants are tighter but I have no capacity to made good decisions about food or exercise.
And, I'm getting really angry at people who are acting like idiots. Nothing is rolling off my back as it usually does and I've had headed exhanges online with two different people over the last day and a half. Not like me.
Maybe a need a Xanax.
Help me ladies! Find something magical to say to me that will rescue me from myself because clearly I'm incapable of doing it myself right now.
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Jen
"In order to keep a true perspective on one's importance, everyone should have a dog that worships him and a cat that will ignore him." - Dereke Bruce
I can't stop eating, I've hardly done any training since CdA and I'm in a really foul mood.
Why did I have to pick the chocolate chip muffin at Tully's this morning? I wasn't even hungry.
What is it that the only other food I've take in today are 2 protein bars.
Why and I currently drinking a Diet Coke.
Why am I being so damn pissed off at people for the last two days?
I need to chill and get my shit together. I mean seriously, this is rediculous. I've put on a couple pounds and my pants are tighter but I have no capacity to made good decisions about food or exercise.
And, I'm getting really angry at people who are acting like idiots. Nothing is rolling off my back as it usually does and I've had headed exhanges online with two different people over the last day and a half. Not like me.
Maybe a need a Xanax.
Help me ladies! Find something magical to say to me that will rescue me from myself because clearly I'm incapable of doing it myself right now.
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Jen
"In order to keep a true perspective on one's importance, everyone should have a dog that worships him and a cat that will ignore him." - Dereke Bruce