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My key goal this week is to make time to journal and do it. It feels like I "should be" doing research not writing in my journal but mental health matters and journaling really helps me.
The other key goal is to stop irritating the hamstring.
I did a little journaling, and I did my absolute best not to irritate my hamstring. Cycling feels fine. I tried to be creative and walk to get my groceries last Monday, then had pain walking back to my place with a heavy backpack. The tendon didn't like the extra weight. Did I tell you all about that last week? I don't even remember. Anyway, on Thursday my physical therapist suggested trying a mile run/mile walk. It took until yesterday when I felt emotionally ready to handle it (worried it would hurt and I would lose it... which I still semi-did). I had some tenderness after 1 mi run. The good news is (a) I was probably going faster than I should have and it could be speed related and (2) I didn't try to push it running. I am sure you can all appreciate how hard it is to stop, so that was a win for me.
I see my orthopedist next Monday.
Has anyone had experience with platelet-rich plasma injections? That's a potential option.
The key for me right now is mental health maintenance, and I'm still struggling to prioritize it (particularly over the "should be working") feeling. Today I did a good job of calling a friend when I needed to talk.
I was planning on joining the zoom hangout but I had a panic attack on Thursday (an actual panic attack - I am not exaggerating - I haven't had one in years and forgot how much they sucked) when we were giving an online exam and had major technical issues, and I was too emotionally exhausted Thursday night to hang out. I am planning on this week!
anyway workout stuff
M: 5.75 mi walk
T: 56 mi bike
W: 34 mi bike
T: 54 mi bike
F: 5 mi walk + 1h30 on the trainer
S: 65 mi bike
S: 1 mi run + 4.5 mi walk
goals for this week:
- reach out and talk to people when I need to
- journal
- PT exercises every day!
Thanks for listening.
maybe she's born with it, maybe it's chlorine
If you're injured and need some sympathy, PM me and I'm very happy to write back.
disclaimer: PhD not MD