Constantine wrote:
more important is his spirit guide
he has raw talent he needs to be harnessed
I don't think you are far off. In all of Lionel's videos from last year, and even now, I kind of feel like the fun has gone out of tri for him. He is still fired up about hurting, but I feel like he is a bit more aware of expectation - and he seems to spend most of his videos beating himself up for failure, rather than saying anything positive or seeming like he is enjoying it all.
I wonder if like many raw talents, self awareness and plateauing somewhat has killed the intrinsic reason he was drawn to this - and therefore sucking motivation. I hope not.