cripes woman, could it be that God wants you to just rest? ;)
seriously, i'm so very sorry to hear about these situations. that SUCKS.
i have gone through a similar series of unforunate events on the physical front and now on the business front! my recruiting business is in the toilet right now and i just keep getting kicked in the ribs over and over right now. so i relate!
what i can tell you is that right now i'm just looking forward, no more pouting for me (i was pouting big time). today i've decided to draw a line in the sand at how crappy my year has gone (in the recruiting business) and decided to "take the week off" and start brand new after Memorial Day Weekend.
also i'm trying to pray more and meditate and find this provides levity to stress. and sometimes i feel i just have to toss my hands up and say, alright i give, then decide to roll with it. a lesson i've learned is that rolling with it is not a bad thing.
in regards to your physical outlook, i can relate because last year i was 6 weeks out from IMWI and get really sick. like bleeding kidneys and severe GI distress/bleeding sick. while my physical condition has slowly improved over the last 6 months, i still don't feel quite right, but am getting there. again, i'm trying to look forward and consider the bigger lesson in this. ultimately, i think it was just time for me to rest, and do other things while i repaired. i think IM is not good for me, and i learned that.
as for you, you will repair and come out of this with whatever lesson you are to learn and grow from. sometimes one just has to roll with it.
my best friend told me today that life isn't always easy. how true.
so somehow, someway, if you can just keep on keeping on, then it's a good and worthwhile journey.
you will come out just fine, you'll see.
this too shall pass. :)
seriously, i'm so very sorry to hear about these situations. that SUCKS.
i have gone through a similar series of unforunate events on the physical front and now on the business front! my recruiting business is in the toilet right now and i just keep getting kicked in the ribs over and over right now. so i relate!
what i can tell you is that right now i'm just looking forward, no more pouting for me (i was pouting big time). today i've decided to draw a line in the sand at how crappy my year has gone (in the recruiting business) and decided to "take the week off" and start brand new after Memorial Day Weekend.
also i'm trying to pray more and meditate and find this provides levity to stress. and sometimes i feel i just have to toss my hands up and say, alright i give, then decide to roll with it. a lesson i've learned is that rolling with it is not a bad thing.
in regards to your physical outlook, i can relate because last year i was 6 weeks out from IMWI and get really sick. like bleeding kidneys and severe GI distress/bleeding sick. while my physical condition has slowly improved over the last 6 months, i still don't feel quite right, but am getting there. again, i'm trying to look forward and consider the bigger lesson in this. ultimately, i think it was just time for me to rest, and do other things while i repaired. i think IM is not good for me, and i learned that.
as for you, you will repair and come out of this with whatever lesson you are to learn and grow from. sometimes one just has to roll with it.
my best friend told me today that life isn't always easy. how true.
so somehow, someway, if you can just keep on keeping on, then it's a good and worthwhile journey.
you will come out just fine, you'll see.
this too shall pass. :)