I sympathise.
Qualified for Kona for the first time 2010. 4 weeks out, bike vs van, and the van came out on top. Broke my back, bunch of ribs, bike not in good shape. couldn't even go to Kona as somewhat immobile, never mind racing.
New bike, 2012, requalified, and raced it. Loved every second, and probably appreciated it all the more for the long road to getting there.
good luck with the recovery. It's tough, but you did it once, you can do it again.
Qualified for Kona for the first time 2010. 4 weeks out, bike vs van, and the van came out on top. Broke my back, bunch of ribs, bike not in good shape. couldn't even go to Kona as somewhat immobile, never mind racing.
New bike, 2012, requalified, and raced it. Loved every second, and probably appreciated it all the more for the long road to getting there.
good luck with the recovery. It's tough, but you did it once, you can do it again.