I have some conflicting interests right now and I am unsure how to process my feelings. After competing in my first 70.3 this year, I went 4:05 (with a short swim at Chatt), took my slot to worlds, and pretty much tanked at worlds as well as Steelhead. I signed up for Florida, with the goal to KQ but I think I got caught up in excitement of others. Now that Florida is quickly approaching, I'm not even sure I want to show up. I've still been training, got in 100 miler yesterday and 17mile run on Tuesday.
When I think about what I want out of this lifestyle and sport, going out for a 100 mile bike ride doesn't sound appealing. I love adventure, challenges, competing and the friendships I've made along the way and I most certainly enjoy racing the shorter distances or 70.3 and 140.6.
I just know my heart and head are not all in right now. I'm still putting in the work and I know if I show up to the start line my competitive nature will certainly kick in... But for what? and I'm having a very difficult time answering that.
Do I step back, take some time and reevaluate or HTFU and show up?
USAT Level II- Ironman U Certified Coach
When I think about what I want out of this lifestyle and sport, going out for a 100 mile bike ride doesn't sound appealing. I love adventure, challenges, competing and the friendships I've made along the way and I most certainly enjoy racing the shorter distances or 70.3 and 140.6.
I just know my heart and head are not all in right now. I'm still putting in the work and I know if I show up to the start line my competitive nature will certainly kick in... But for what? and I'm having a very difficult time answering that.
Do I step back, take some time and reevaluate or HTFU and show up?
USAT Level II- Ironman U Certified Coach