Since the middle of September, I have been trying to run every day. I was taking rest when I needed it, and I was adding more miles when I felt good. I was coming off of an Ironman in July, and I wanted to improve my run drastically. My weekly mileage progression went 16, 35, 43, 55, 53, 63, 76, 64, 33, 62, 69, 82, 83, 81, 60, and then Christmas happened and I went to 31.
During the above period of time I was focusing solely on volume and losing weight. I dropped my weight from 168 to 152, and I was feeling really good. The weather in Seattle had been "cold", but being from Minnesota I had no problem dealing with the cold. The bluebird days were welcomed, and I was really enjoying the weather and running. I now had my sights on the Eugene marathon on May 7th. Exactly 18 weeks from Jan 1st. This set me up nicely to try a marathon training plan. I read Daniel's and Advanced Marathoning, and decided on the Pfitz 70/85.
All was going well, but then I started to lose my self-control when it came to food. With the self-control gone, the mind went away also. Every morning waking up and running in the rain and wind had taken its toll on me. After the mind went, the body started to slip also. I have been dealing with a swollen/sore right ankle for a couple weeks now, and I've been icing and stretching. It ebbs and flows with every day on how it feels.
So, where do I stand now? I did 8 pretty much solid weeks of Pfitz. However, in the last two weeks I've taken more rest days than I did all of the previous three months. I woke up this morning and saw 22mph winds on my weather app, and decided it's time for another rest day. My weight is up to 157, and I don't feel like running so much anymore.
I'm currently thinking that I drop this structured plan and just do what feels good. I think if I try to focus on running when I want to run, my mind will get back in line, and hopefully the body will follow. I really do think I will be able to put up a solid marathon if I get my weight down, but that's easier said than done when your mind has no drive left. My only concern is I don't know how much endurance I'm going to lose if I start running 2-3 days on, one day off, etc. Maybe I would be better off taking longer periods of rest and then getting back into the structured plan.
What do running/triathlon coaches suggest I do? Trying to finish this plan as written is a possibility, but I'm already past the tipping point of burnout, so it would take Seattle turning to San Diego for that one to have high probability of success.
Does anyone have any personal anecdotes to share on going through something similar? Camaraderie is always a nice thing to have when being at a low point, and I welcome some HTFU advice -- maybe that's all I need.
During the above period of time I was focusing solely on volume and losing weight. I dropped my weight from 168 to 152, and I was feeling really good. The weather in Seattle had been "cold", but being from Minnesota I had no problem dealing with the cold. The bluebird days were welcomed, and I was really enjoying the weather and running. I now had my sights on the Eugene marathon on May 7th. Exactly 18 weeks from Jan 1st. This set me up nicely to try a marathon training plan. I read Daniel's and Advanced Marathoning, and decided on the Pfitz 70/85.
All was going well, but then I started to lose my self-control when it came to food. With the self-control gone, the mind went away also. Every morning waking up and running in the rain and wind had taken its toll on me. After the mind went, the body started to slip also. I have been dealing with a swollen/sore right ankle for a couple weeks now, and I've been icing and stretching. It ebbs and flows with every day on how it feels.
So, where do I stand now? I did 8 pretty much solid weeks of Pfitz. However, in the last two weeks I've taken more rest days than I did all of the previous three months. I woke up this morning and saw 22mph winds on my weather app, and decided it's time for another rest day. My weight is up to 157, and I don't feel like running so much anymore.
I'm currently thinking that I drop this structured plan and just do what feels good. I think if I try to focus on running when I want to run, my mind will get back in line, and hopefully the body will follow. I really do think I will be able to put up a solid marathon if I get my weight down, but that's easier said than done when your mind has no drive left. My only concern is I don't know how much endurance I'm going to lose if I start running 2-3 days on, one day off, etc. Maybe I would be better off taking longer periods of rest and then getting back into the structured plan.
What do running/triathlon coaches suggest I do? Trying to finish this plan as written is a possibility, but I'm already past the tipping point of burnout, so it would take Seattle turning to San Diego for that one to have high probability of success.
Does anyone have any personal anecdotes to share on going through something similar? Camaraderie is always a nice thing to have when being at a low point, and I welcome some HTFU advice -- maybe that's all I need.